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Friday, May 9, 2008
Sot
hmm.. sorry saiful. i din mean 2 lead us dz wae. all dz is so UNXPCTDLY. i duno. i juz hate all dz. ahh.. i JUZ DUN WANT ALL THIS RIGHT NOW. NOT EVEN U MOMON. I DUN WANT!!! I HATE it. im not ur TOYGAL BOIZ! i dun nyd all dz if u guyz r juz toyin w ma fylin. i hate it. i really hate 2 b treated dz wae. itz not fair ok. dz is not wad a lady nyd frm a guy. . *shout 2 momoN* ITs beta 2 loose a LOver den 2 LOVe a LOSER! ! ! well. itz juz my luck 2 get all dz. oh boi!
++ quoth Unknown at 10:28 PM Tuesday, May 6, 2008
ToDay or rather shockinG
Today wz my maths 2 n combined sci. hm.. paper wz ok however i noe dat im gona flung it pretty2 badly. forgo ma midyr. juz dun haf e mood 2 stay focus. probably im juz lukin 4wrd 4 e chalet.in meetin hym. spend tym w hym. but i guess itz not gona happen. i understand hw he fyl. i cant blame hym u noe. itz not hz fault niwae.. wateva hz decision he made, ill support,accpt it.he haf hz own reason.reasonable enuf. @lst we can communicate. n dats very gud isnt it? ok stpo it. dz is e shockin part. omg.udpated hz frnstr. flow of chic.ah sot.. i damn sot.. viewed hz private photo. omg n dz is e photo i found.  any comment? pic tells a thousand word guyz.dz is so not helpin miee.. hm. now its seem more of scandalism for dz rhsp. ahh. sot. try puttin urslf in ma shoe. hw it fyl lyk? though dey r ur frens. luk wheres ur boundary mann. tinkin bck. i miss saiful. but i don 1 go bck 2 hym. enuf. though it not ez 4 me 2 erase hym of. sot.suria damn sot. i tot. ders is sumtink Izan.Muhammad Izan.sdp kn nmenyer? well. get 2 noe hym kt tm courts. he nice. handsme i muz same.basically hes e most nicest gentelmen i eva noe!! lyk seriously.we haf so much in common. baby april. haha. 28th april. sweet. hes super nice.totally. can tok 2 hym comfortably.u noe i juz haf e sense of secure in iz even we dono ech otha dat much. but hes nice.super solid nice compared 2 hym.ahh. jerk. i sot sia w hym. ahh.love. call dat luf? LUST la dey. SCANDALISM. *Shout 2 saiFuL* and if ur ready to be my everything, and if ur ready to see it through this time. and if ur ready for love then, this i will bring. but i'm not gonna wait for you forever this time SURIA DAMN2 SOT LA. MISS SAIFUL. HATE ALL DIZ. I HATE IT 2 E HARD CORE!
++ quoth Unknown at 9:51 PM Thursday, May 1, 2008
Haaa..
"LiFe waS Beautiful tHen I remember tHat tiMe I knew wHat waS HAPPINESS.. Let tHe meMory LiVe aGaiN" Haish.. tings btwn me n epul. over. i duno. im juz pissd off & dissapointd. all i 1 hym 2 do is juz 2 spent tym w me. dat is all im askin for. afta all dz waitin. 3yrs5mth 2 b xact. all i nyd hym is JUZ 2 SPEND tym w me. i dun ask hym 2 do all e drastic n sudden move.hiash. 1 afta another occured 2 us. seems dat i cant hold on much longer w hym. haish. i duno. if u love sum1 juz set it free. it it neva came back 2 u,it wz neva urs 2 begin w. rmbr dat suria? i do. i do. n now. tings btwn me n momon(hym) isnt juz seem rite. well. he told me he nyd some space. n im not sure wad hz reason wz. hes nice n everytink. i juz dun 1 2 pressurize hym anymore. let hym haf his own space 1st. afta dat. yeah. we will take tings frm der. hopefully. i miss e hym dat i used 2 noe. probably itz xam period n he juz nyd tym 4 hz own i guessd. hopefully its rite. n it seem dat hes much serious in hz wrk compared 2 me. sot suria. we r so in love.lalalala. baby love. e songs is so sweet.but i juz duno who 2 dedicate it to. i 1 hym 2 listen 2 it. but i guessd dn again. it might not be a good tym 4 now. n i really hope we cud mend tings up. itz funny. he entered in my lfy. n ting changed so much.i guessd i wz distractd by e attention given 2 hym. e tym we spent in sch. all e lame jokes n laughter. if only haish. im tryin 2 move on here. itz not ez 4 me. now. ive made up my mind. if anytink unxpctd 2 occure 2 me. ill take it w an open arm. ive 2 fite all dz now dat hes gone. itz not gona b ez wouth hym. yeah. i will perserve. i hope he cud b my pillar of strength. juz gve hym tym 4 hymslf. haish. i hope tings wun get even messed up afta all dz. i juz 1 start anew i really do. itz crazy baby. i juz nyd u. n b der w u. itz is still in my mind, no matter wad,u wun let go off me. n we r stl together. oh boi. u make me go aww. hope dz will b wad ive longed 4. insyallah..
++ quoth Unknown at 3:58 AM |
