Monday, December 31, 2007
IM hurt!!
Saiful im hurt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
++ quoth Unknown at 12:34 PM Saturday, December 15, 2007
Perfection In My Eye
All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that we share. We have so much more than I ever thought we would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes adapted by Kamal.. Huny outZ..Close Call.. Labels: poem jz 4 u n me
++ quoth Unknown at 6:11 PM Thursday, December 13, 2007
Wad a dae... haishh
ok..2 dae is sooo suck..freaking suck.. fought w my mum n neva tok 2 her all daE!! wth!! gud ting im werking la kn.. @lst cn "escape" frm all of her nagging n chatters.. haish..im sad..pretty sad.. itz not fair.. i dun lyk it.i HATE IT!! i guess its beta 4 me 2 shut maself up den tellin off her mistake.. but dun stop me if im goin out w ma boi. If u do..it wuD b totally UNFAIR!! grr... totally.. cn rmbr e incdnt dat i slip n fall.. she dun care! she juz laugh n said dat im soo weak so lembek lar..but dad show hz concern 2wds me. he wz all serious wen i told hym dat i fell in e toilet it touches me wen he apply ointment 4 me wen i hurt maself bck in e toilet. . hais.. sumtym i jz nyd her concern..but she jz love 2 throw her tantrum n stuff @ me..not fair.Not FAIR @ all.. fine!!! FINE W UR DECISION OK!! Sumtym.. i do fyl dat dad luf me mre den mum does.. even though she e 1 dat i used 2 share everyting.. not everything.. but @lst wateva.. im tired. SHe juz luf 2 gve me e cold look. everytym i go out w ma frens..ill b lock outsyd even though i reachd b4 10pm. its not fair. dey locked me out. i guess..it normal 4 me now..n noe wad. tink its great dey lock me out. cn b late as 12pm.cuz dey wun bother. hell yeah reachd hme @ 11 yesdae. had a great tym. initially,everyting seem so "right" wen i rch hme.. der it begin..mum n epul.. haishh.. now dz soo heartbreakin la..bie.. i noe u dun 1 me 2 wrk.. but..haishh..u wun undstd hw it fyl lyk stying @ hme.. mama cn b very3 mean u noe.. n it hurt me. i rather spnt my tym w u den w her weneva she lyk dz.. i hate it. i hate she doin dz 2 me.. :`[ fiNE!! if dat wad u decide!! FINE!!! ARGH!!! HuNy outz.. Clz call..
++ quoth Unknown at 7:17 PM Monday, December 10, 2007
STRESS
Hmm... I miss u..i miss hym.. fyl soo sterile wouth him..his p8 is low.. shyte..so does mine.. argh.. each dae past n my result is drawing clser.. i heard is gona b on e 18 dec.. i desperately nyd accmpny.. baby..go w me cud u? u pmse me din u huny? dis is so nerve racking..got e feeling dat im not gona mke it 2 sec5. ive decide.. if i dun mke it.im gona take nursing course in ite. if possible, i 1 2 take higher nitec. gud thing e moe haf change e edu system so dat i wun waste my ite 2 go nitec. but only if i score 19 points n below. Hopefully i cud score below 19 points.. my baby put on a very high hope dat i cud mke it 2 sec5. but i dun 1 2. . im sooo sure dat im gona drop out half wae thru.im gona STRUGGLE lyk hell!! dun wish 2 c all e teachers. omg.. so many politics in e school.. so systematics.. lolxs.. O level gona b tough.. i noe..haish.. i 1 go ite. @ lst i will haf e experience in nursing wen i enter poly lyf..rather sufer now den later. hmm.. i noe he wud b very3 seriously upset if i cud not mke it 2 sec5 . baby.. i dun 1 2 haf a fail cert in my cert if im goin up 2 sec5. its really togh n strugglin 4 me.. Mr Ho is rite. Maeb ill do beta in ite. even though i hate him sooo much. but i do c e point in him. haish.. dis soOo not helpin me! argh! Baby..go w me cud u.. 99% of me dat im gona flung my result n go 2 ite. 2.5% im gona fail it pretty badly n 2.5% im gona make it. but.. TOUCH WOOD X 8!! lolxs.. ! grow up 2 b a nurse. its in my blood. i guess.. my grandmama is a nurse. (she is still working as 1), my sister is a medic. nxt its gona b me.suria is a N.U.R.S.E.. lolxs.. i cant imagine dat. but seriously..i hope he wud mke himself free and acpmny me 2 tke my result.oh baby!! stand by me!! i sOooo nervous @ it dat i dun dare 2 luk @ it! i bet.e 1st ting i get my result,i'll check on my ENG. den my MATH.followed by my Combined HUman & Sci den my Malay lastly my POA. soo sure gona fail my POA & Maths!grr.. luking back @ my result 4 prelim..it really knocked me off!! i score soo horribly 4 my prelim. cn u imagine. i pass 2 sub! omg!! wu n 1 dat 2 happen 4 my N's result! choy!im soo stress 4 my prelim dat eventually i din score as wad i hoped it wud. sci i fail by few points. Human dat pull me ws my social.stupid.things got soo complicated in e source based questions. i cant understand.i applied e method e wae i was taught still i cud not score.. wen our teacher go thru em,n i sae it, she sae i wz all rite. but in theory,luk wad did she gave me. omg. totally HORRIBLE! Science, physics pull me. i juz dun undstd em.2 make it worst i dun even revise it. lolxs.. dats was my biggest mistake 4 not taking e tym 2 revise. Maths? omg. H-O-P-E-L-E-S-S! lolxs.. but i dun undstd y my fren kip puttin hope on me dat i cud make it. seriously, dey really motivate me 2 do e very best even though dey noe i flung my result 4 e very FIRST TYM IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LYF!! seriously..usually i wud fail 3 e most since sec3. Now. its totally e OPPOSITE. hopefully my result will be e total OPPOSITE of my prelim!! GOD!! GUYZ!! PRAY 4 ME!! PLEASE!! Let me add.. the other tym we quarrel. n badly,dat ting attacked me again after 4 soo long. i had 2 struggle. dat very moment i thought i ws gona die. seriously.i cant control it n i wz crying even harder. n dat wad make it even worst. my tears kip flushin down n my whole body ws aching all over. i wz frozen after e cold weather. totally breath taking. . Its not his fault seriously. I tink i ws 2 cold n it attacked me. Dat wz my worst attacked eva! (not asthma,shut up) i wz totally freak out n lossin my energy. i cnt even lift my headset properly.. Lolxs.. i e nd i fainted in my fantasy. Poor him. Sorry baby. Din mean 2 ditch u out syg. I love soo much..soo much n even more. muacks3..tings will get beta btwn us.trust me k? i love so much more. nyd u even more. How nice if u cud drive here @ dis very moments. Good thing u have a car now. It will b so covience 4 u 2 go around e bout.Its chilling isn't it? I noe. I feel it 2. Love u darl. Love u so much. Hopefully u cud accmpny me 2 take my result. Pray 4 me k huny. N u guyz 2. Love u owaes. Muackss HuNy outs..Clz Call..
++ quoth Unknown at 11:15 PM |