"LiFe waS Beautiful tHen

I remember tHat tiMe

I knew wHat waS

HAPPINESS..

Let tHe meMory LiVe aGaiN"

Haish.. tings btwn me n epul. over. i duno. im juz pissd off & dissapointd. all i 1 hym 2 do is juz 2 spent tym w me. dat is all im askin for. afta all dz waitin. 3yrs5mth 2 b xact. all i nyd hym is JUZ 2 SPEND tym w me. i dun ask hym 2 do all e drastic n sudden move.hiash. 1 afta another occured 2 us. seems dat i cant hold on much longer w hym. haish. i duno. if u love sum1 juz set it free. it it neva came back 2 u,it wz neva urs 2 begin w. rmbr dat suria? i do. i do. n now. tings btwn me n momon(hym) isnt juz seem rite. well. he told me he nyd some space. n im not sure wad hz reason wz. hes nice n everytink. i juz dun 1 2 pressurize hym anymore. let hym haf his own space 1st. afta dat. yeah. we will take tings frm der. hopefully. i miss e hym dat i used 2 noe. probably itz xam period n he juz nyd tym 4 hz own i guessd. hopefully its rite. n it seem dat hes much serious in hz wrk compared 2 me. sot suria. we r so in love.lalalala. baby love. e songs is so sweet.but i juz duno who 2 dedicate it to. i 1 hym 2 listen 2 it. but i guessd dn again. it might not be a good tym 4 now. n i really hope we cud mend tings up.

itz funny. he entered in my lfy. n ting changed so much.i guessd i wz distractd by e attention given 2 hym. e tym we spent in sch. all e lame jokes n laughter. if only haish. im tryin 2 move on here. itz not ez 4 me. now. ive made up my mind. if anytink unxpctd 2 occure 2 me. ill take it w an open arm. ive 2 fite all dz now dat hes gone. itz not gona b ez wouth hym. yeah. i will perserve. i hope he cud b my pillar of strength. juz gve hym tym 4 hymslf. haish. i hope tings wun get even messed up afta all dz. i juz 1 start anew i really do. itz crazy baby. i juz nyd u. n b der w u. itz is still in my mind, no matter wad,u wun let go off me. n we r stl together. oh boi. u make me go aww.

hope dz will b wad ive longed 4. insyallah..