Hmm... I miss u..i miss hym.. fyl soo sterile wouth him..his p8 is low.. shyte..so does mine.. argh.. each dae past n my result is drawing clser.. i heard is gona b on e 18 dec.. i desperately nyd accmpny.. baby..go w me cud u? u pmse me din u huny? dis is so nerve racking..got e feeling dat im not gona mke it 2 sec5. ive decide.. if i dun mke it.im gona take nursing course in ite. if possible, i 1 2 take higher nitec. gud thing e moe haf change e edu system so dat i wun waste my ite 2 go nitec. but only if i score 19 points n below. Hopefully i cud score below 19 points..


my baby put on a very high hope dat i cud mke it 2 sec5. but i dun 1 2. . im sooo sure dat im gona drop out half wae thru.im gona STRUGGLE lyk hell!! dun wish 2 c all e teachers. omg.. so many politics in e school.. so systematics.. lolxs.. O level gona b tough.. i noe..haish.. i 1 go ite. @ lst i will haf e experience in nursing wen i enter poly lyf..rather sufer now den later. hmm.. i noe he wud b very3 seriously upset if i cud not mke it 2 sec5 . baby.. i dun 1 2 haf a fail cert in my cert if im goin up 2 sec5. its really togh n strugglin 4 me.. Mr Ho is rite. Maeb ill do beta in ite. even though i hate him sooo much. but i do c e point in him. haish.. dis soOo not helpin me! argh!


Baby..go w me cud u.. 99% of me dat im gona flung my result n go 2 ite. 2.5% im gona fail it pretty badly n 2.5% im gona make it. but.. TOUCH WOOD X 8!! lolxs.. ! grow up 2 b a nurse. its in my blood. i guess.. my grandmama is a nurse. (she is still working as 1), my sister is a medic. nxt its gona b me.suria is a N.U.R.S.E.. lolxs.. i cant imagine dat. but seriously..i hope he wud mke himself free and acpmny me 2 tke my result.oh baby!! stand by me!! i sOooo nervous @ it dat i dun dare 2 luk @ it! i bet.e 1st ting i get my result,i'll check on my ENG. den my MATH.followed by my Combined HUman & Sci den my Malay lastly my POA. soo sure gona fail my POA & Maths!grr.. luking back @ my result 4 prelim..it really knocked me off!! i score soo horribly 4 my prelim. cn u imagine. i pass 2 sub! omg!! wu n 1 dat 2 happen 4 my N's result! choy!im soo stress 4 my prelim dat eventually i din score as wad i hoped it wud. sci i fail by few points. Human dat pull me ws my social.stupid.things got soo complicated in e source based questions. i cant understand.i applied e method e wae i was taught still i cud not score.. wen our teacher go thru em,n i sae it, she sae i wz all rite. but in theory,luk wad did she gave me. omg. totally HORRIBLE!


Science, physics pull me. i juz dun undstd em.2 make it worst i dun even revise it. lolxs.. dats was my biggest mistake 4 not taking e tym 2 revise. Maths? omg. H-O-P-E-L-E-S-S! lolxs.. but i dun undstd y my fren kip puttin hope on me dat i cud make it. seriously, dey really motivate me 2 do e very best even though dey noe i flung my result 4 e very FIRST TYM IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LYF!! seriously..usually i wud fail 3 e most since sec3. Now. its totally e OPPOSITE. hopefully my result will be e total OPPOSITE of my prelim!! GOD!! GUYZ!! PRAY 4 ME!! PLEASE!!


Let me add.. the other tym we quarrel. n badly,dat ting attacked me again after 4 soo long. i had 2 struggle. dat very moment i thought i ws gona die. seriously.i cant control it n i wz crying even harder. n dat wad make it even worst. my tears kip flushin down n my whole body ws aching all over. i wz frozen after e cold weather. totally breath taking. . Its not his fault seriously. I tink i ws 2 cold n it attacked me. Dat wz my worst attacked eva! (not asthma,shut up) i wz totally freak out n lossin my energy. i cnt even lift my headset properly.. Lolxs.. i e nd i fainted in my fantasy. Poor him. Sorry baby. Din mean 2 ditch u out syg. I love soo much..soo much n even more. muacks3..tings will get beta btwn us.trust me k? i love so much more. nyd u even more. How nice if u cud drive here @ dis very moments. Good thing u have a car now. It will b so covience 4 u 2 go around e bout.Its chilling isn't it? I noe. I feel it 2. Love u darl. Love u so much. Hopefully u cud accmpny me 2 take my result. Pray 4 me k huny. N u guyz 2. Love u owaes. Muackss