4 years since I login to this blog.  6 long years since he left. I still couldn't get over him.  Honestly, I didn't see that I will be back, writing this entry. Reading back to all the posts, i still feel the wound. It still feel fresh. It felt like yesterday. Nonetheless, I must keep my heads up. Al-fateha Syed Muhd Saiful, Al-fateha Aleesyah Sabrina Bte Mohd Alfiean..  I miss you both.  Till here. Salam...