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Sunday, August 15, 2010
Moving on
 Dear Diary, It sure has been awhile.. Well for e past mia was because i was bz w life.. 2 many things happen and trust me,it all happened so fast. That sometime i cant follow the pace. But hey, this is life right? Is either u get up and start walking again or simply be stagnant. . Hmm.. Well.. I don't know where to begin.. So let me just sum everything up in random k? Firstly, well now that i can loosen a bit.. Im able to move on. .well not completely. But i know i have progress. I do miss him. And i know saiful will always be watching over me and i will always love him. I will always do. Probably, this is one of the reason why im still single. Well,frankly. Im not searching and im not interested. . I can see that, there's a lot of thing i can do,explore,learn. Most importantly all these surely taught me to be strong and independent. Thank-you saiful. Thank-you for every single thing. .If im moving on and being happy,it doesnt mean i forget you right saiful? Believe me when i say its hard to say goodbye. . You will always be here. I know. I feel it. =)) Im open-up to every opportunity that is coming my way. I can see the bigger picture. I want to see this wide world. . Believe me or not. I don't know what,how or why.. But i feel sooo in ♥.. its w nobody.. but i just have this feeling.. U know like you're in ♥ but i know im not. .i dont know how to describe it. But this is how i see things around me.With this feeling. And its really nice. It make me a better person. :)) Secondly, hm.. My used to be crush. . I heard he's attached now. All the best to your relationship. May you guyz last till eternity.. =)) oh yeahh.. After which, i had another one. Sunny; really 1 sweet good looking guy! But thing doesn't seem to work out between us. I mean his seeing someone else and honestly.I don't mind cause in life, we ought to choose and decide. he found a better lady than me. So yeah. I can accept the fact. I believe,sometimes there is reasons why that particular person/soul remain in our past. like a crossroad. When the time is up,they will leave but we will surely know how it felt and realised what they left behind have something that we can learn from it. .life is too short to be hated. . See what i mean. I really learn a lot from him. . Even though,he's not around. He gave me the strength to move on. I have faith in myself and allah.. Syukor alhamdulilah.. Insyallah. . One thing for sure,im not going to give up no matter what. Yes i will fall. But i'll make sure i get up stronger! I have the courage and confident in myself that i can succeed in life. And you know something? This is MY LIFE! SO IM SOOO GONA MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT!! I love you saiful. I always do. itzHuNy♥.. Behind my smile is a hurting heart.Behind my laugh,Im falling apart.Look closely at me and you will see,the person I am.. isnt me.
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