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Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Crisis again..
 Dear Diary, Seriously. i dont understand him. I agree w arwah. " Ure so unpedictable an !! " We r fighting lyk NOW. An: Abg miss pul Me: Take me 2 epul. i 1 hs alamat An:I dreamt of epul tadi..ngri.. Me: Wad did u dreamt abt? An: We were fighting..killing each other.. aku tao aku break epul trust.Aku tk pena mtk dea trust aku. Abg miss epul. And I know u need me to care of you Me: Not a betrayer.. I can depend on my own. n i belif datz wad my sygg 1 2 if hes ard.i fyl safer. An: Wat the fuck suria..he trusted me.. ako tk mintak dia trust ako..ako kalau nak pompan ako petik je la..ko da tk nk ako dah tk paksa ko agi pe. Ako cume concern. Me: wtf an.da tao dea treat ko mcm adik sendiri beh ko mcm gni..haish.ure juz unpredictable an.. An: N ako selalu bhasakn ko,tpi sygnye ko tk phm.masa org tu idup ko maki hamun. ko kutuk,ko tk heran pasal dier. Org da mati aru ko nk step syg2.telambat eh An: Ako unpredictable? Pompan yg unpredictable..i knw u say u tk ble.u tk nk..dlm hati nk rasa.abg cume care n concern tentang everything tat u would nd frm a man An: Knape terdiam?ape ako ckp ada btol nyer.u dun even bother abt hm wen he ard.come on! Flashbck la..ko cermin alik sume! Me:ape yg ko bhasakn aku tk phm? Gosh an..kalao aku tk concern pt arwah,knape aku sangop trn nuh sorg2 mcm pmpn glr crk 2 tmpt nk dpt kn dea?? Y wud i go 2 amk n crk uma aru dea! y wud i lyk gosh. no use talking nw dat itx over. . .I need a man lyk saiful. 2 b protected n equal under his arm.nt 2 b taken advantage n run over. An:sbab thing over r ko pelu tany diri ko sndri, wen thing da over wat 4 u care.org idop tk kesah.dh tk ada everything nk tau.telambat suria.everything is too late Me: gosh! wad do i haf 2 care siakk?? Epul hdop mati pon ttp nan aku!! Lyk helo?? Reflection?? Sape cermin sape?? Me: u r jux an outsydr. . wad i fyl 2wrds epul is juz btwn epul n maself.. Distance separate us apart bt neva was our love 2wds ech otha. dari ke matair pai la arwah.. hes e best guy dat i eva had.n 2 come 2 e point arwah ley pnjng umor lyk abg,im sure saiful n myself gona haf a happy fantastic marriage..every1 noes dat..itz juz time..oh gosh an..u duno hw it fyl..itz beyond words.. An: Ko r yg cermn n rflect..all u gave him is suffer..make him beg u 4 ur luv.dah tk ade,ko stepin hdop mati dier ngn ko..ko reflect alek.. Me: HE neva beg. Saiful is truly a gentlemen an.. U duno wad we wen thru.. 2 b precise,u dun noe wad/hw we felt 4 ech otha.. dala bro..NO ue rubbing all d. biarla adik sorg jek yg simpan pape yg telah berlaku dlm hubungan adk antare saiful..hes my eveything..biar laa..mmg da td jodoh adk nan epul pt dunie..mungkin di akhirat nanti..wallahuwalam..insyallah bang..
++ quoth Unknown at 12:24 AM |
