Tuesday, September 15, 2009
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*sigh* tempat nie la ku curahkn segala hasrat yg aku pendamkn.. Da lame tk update ehyk.. hidop2.. Saat nie. i just hope i can b by saiful syd.. Hes leaving me. Hes going..='( aku tkle bayang kn bagaimane raut wajah dea di saat nie.. Sume ader.. dorg tgh bce surah yassin.. Saiful tgh mengucap. .Ya allah.. Astafiruallazim.. Maaf kn aku.. Pemergiaan ibu,ayah n nw u.. AKu tk sanggop saiful. I miss ibu n u a lot. .Mase ibu meninggal,aku tk tao pape. .Haish ibu.. Suria da anggap ibu mcm ibu suria sendiri.. Suria syggg ibu.. Maafkan suria,hasrat ibu nk suria dan saiful hingge ke anak cucu tk kesampaian.. Ibu..Saiful is leaving me alone bu..Hes following you now bu.. It hurts me so much bu..I miss talking 2 u bu.. How much i 1 hu n kiss ur forehead ibu.. Su really miss u.. N nw,Saiful.. We all ne how much he has suffered.N hes 1 strong guy bu.. Suria tk pnh menyesal mengenal diri saiful.. Byk yg suria belajar dari dea.. iF he can live his lfe lyk other ppl,he will complete my life bu..Thanks ibu 4 giving me the second chance 2 b w him.. Suria tao cerite da lame berlalu. Suria tersentuh bu masih anggap suria as ur own daughter though suria halang pertunangan saiful dulu.. terime-kasih bu 4 everything.. I really love u lyk my own mother..I miss u 2 much bu.. I noe ibu tknk suria mcm gni.. Tapi suria rase soo hard 4 me 2 move on.. Now Saiful is leaving me.. Please dont take away saiful..Not now not till haish.. Ibu.. Saiful.. ayah.. ya allah..
++ quoth Unknown at 9:42 PM |