Dear Diary,

It surely has been a long time since i have update myself-my life. well.. It is sure very tough n challenging for me. .Im really lost.Hanging,caught up in between of what they called it, fate and hope.I went through the events of the day again,hoping against hope that the situation was not as bad as it had happened.My disappointment was undesirable.I was absolutely inconsolable.My sadness soon evolved to hatred. .As I slowly slipped myself into obscurity..Im losing grip. Im losing myself..

*IM Breaking DOWN MUHD FAHMI DANIAL*




Just how could you do this to me? So suddenly you went off just like that? I would accept the fact that you might be going back with your X..Live it. Be happy with her. Not going silent and msgins my very own bestfrien.behind my back. And you bitch! JUst how could you do this to me? Despite the fact you know how HALF DEAD CRAZY m i falling hard for him?? GOSH!




Fahmi.. I really miss you. It hurt so badly to think about the past. How you swept my feet away.. I didnt give in to you on purpose. I just cant figure out how you stole my heart.. IN silence, im falling for you. Your smile, your joke and simply you. The way you touches me just by singing.. This is really crazy.. Aint you're such a great-kisser..er..U just lift me up.Heavenly... *tears*





My mind could not erase all that. I know i will be able to do it someday.I will go through the storms.Im sure i will.But for now.its crazy.. Though it was for awhile.GOsh.it was really ultimately heavenly.. Love that is real but in disguised..I dont how to stop feeling this way.And i hate it. Hate for believing in you Fahmi. I really do.You know. If one day,by any chance that you happen to read this blog again,i would like to dedicate this song for you. And I would like to let you know.Now.This moment, i can let you know that, how i envy her,your girlfirend.If only i was her. But it ok.I can keep up and move on.Its really pleasure to know you Fahmi.It really does.Be happy with her..

Katy Perry-Thinking of you



Rihanna-Cry




"LiFe waS Beautiful tHen
I remember tHat tiMe
I knew wHat waS
HAPPINESS..
Let tHe meMory LiVe aGaiN"