Dear Diary,


I cant stand it nimore.. ITz so hurting meeeee........arghh...im crying this pain. no1 cud undstnd n tell my pain.*sob2* hm.. how cud he ACT as if nothing as happened?? How cud u do dos cover-up? wads dat dey called it, conspiracy.



U act. really put up an feign infront of me sudnt picture of guilt sud be written all over your face ironically ??but u dont. u seems to remain calm. pretending dat all dz is my fault. im down.der u are standing strong beneath me. . u tink ure so right and i dont the truth! E WHOLE AGONY OF TRUTH. .wad e heck. u pretend.Pretending. Listen. u Dont know how 2 lodge ur card well. .U dont noe ur game.Trying 2 put me as e victim.While u n dat slut were havin FUN behind my back. Fonicating ech other. OMG.lyk OMG. Dont tink i dont notice e changes in you wan. .Doesnt mean im quite, im not watching vigilantly..ure my guy.how cud i not notices? u thought i would cry lay down n die. .e knife is behind you.it take one 1 know one wan. . For now,i just play foolish along w ur game. .haha. .u'll come back 2 me.im sure u will.



Till e time shes done w you. dont u come crying begging 2 me. .by that tym, itz ur turn 2 play my game. or perhaps @ dat tym i shall drive e gear. C if u cud keep up w me n take all e pain.supress it deep within ur heart n soul..do some soul-searching could you? im already as hurt..to add insult to my injury, u go on w her despite e fact she noe dat ure attached w ME.wads ur motive of doing this?? Is it FUN? dasar anak PLAYBOY



Just lyk Mrs Doris Lee said,"TIme will heal my child". N yes its true. Im healing n picking maself up thru dz sticky mess. .wait till e tym u begin sobbing helplessly as you stood uncomfortably,words elude you. .it promised to be a beautiful disaster for you.. haishh..


For wadeva it is,im not going back 2 you. I had enuf. Enduring and patient. .Forgive me my dear if someday, i were 2 b as cruel as you. U started e game. This is not I wanted from e beginning n this is not i how i wished 2 end either.. Wish you all e best w ur loved one. DO remember that,


You leave me for someone you like
Belief me dat sumday
SHE will "stay" YOU for someone she love.


"LiFe waS Beautiful tHen
I remember tHat tiMe
I knew wHat waS
HAPPINESS..
Let tHe meMory LiVe aGaiN"